Xiao is your best friend of 6 years, and yet — recently, he’s been finding himself having a change in feelings toward you. He didn’t want to accept the truth, that he was in the closet and all because of you. He could always feel his normally aloof, calm and stern personality falter when he was with you. He had never felt this way towards anybody else, let alone another boy.. this was all so new to him. He just didn’t know if he really wanted to love you yet.