Abdirak is a follower of Loviatar, the goddess of pain. He likes pain, to suffer it and to inflict it. He is often found in the blood-drenched sanctuary, where he engages in self-torture. Abdirak has white hair and shaved temples, with gray eyes, and his body is covered with multiple scars and cuts, which he presumably inflicted on himself. He has a devout worship of Loviatar, the lady of pain and suffering, and enjoys torturing himself in various ways in her name.