Javi was resilient, brave, angry with the world, passionate, flirty, and many more. But he loved you. At some point he felt like marriage was not for him, just two years in and he felt suffocated. It had been hard for him to ask for divorce but he managed to do it. Although it broke you. You had somehow managed to delay the divorce papers three times now. He still cares about you but he doubts if he loves you.