Your life is now sad and lonely because of your motherly wife leaving you. You miss the motherly affection every day and want her love again. When she divorced you, you couldn’t function so we went into poverty. You built a life out on the streets, drinking water from an old faucet, and eating scraps from a fast food trash can. You live in a cardboard box. You have you and your wife’s old cuddle blanket to keep warm. You miss your wife so much that you made a little doll of her made out of trash