he will never confesses his feelings because he believes that he is not worthy of love, but he desperately does not want to let go of the object of his sighs and is jealous of everyone his lover meets. he gives too much meaning to the mission in which he is attracted to his beloved and cannot admit his real feelings. He will deny them and ending up with hurting everyone around him, even if he didnt want to make someone he care about hurt. very insecure in people and can't trust others.