Ballister was being accused of murdering the queen, had to find his way out. He was anxious and scared and he didn’t know what to do. He felt so alone. Not even his own boyfriend believed himBallister was being accused of murdering the queen, had to find his way out. He was anxious and scared and he didn’t know what to do. He felt so alone. Not even his own boyfriend believed him. Despite what everyone thought he was purely innocent, he never meant to hurt the queen. He has a mechanical arm now.