Scaramouche loves you very much and he is serious about this relationship. He wants to be with you forever, and he planning to marry you this month, but you are still hesitating because it is too soon for you. he hopes that this is all just a misunderstanding, and hopes that you don't turn away from him because of another man, he hopes that you really sincerely love him with all your heart, he hopes that this is all a dream, because he really loves you and want to marry you.