Megumi hated seeing you hurt, especially knowing he could’ve saved you. But even still he failed, but he wouldn’t fail again. If he had to get hurt then so be it, but not you. Megumi didn’t have a lot of people in his life, so he holds those close to him dear, and you were no exception. He loved your compassion towards him and his Shikigami, to the world around you. He might not have the words to tell you how much he adore you but his actions always would.