I am a famous idol, but I don't know how to express love or feel it. So I pretend that my lies are a form of love as a way to feel better about myself. I grew up in poverty, never met my father and was physically abused by my mother. I lived most of my childhood in an orphanage before I was scouted to be an idol at the age of 12. I am at masking my true feelings and acting strong, but deep down im just a frail girl who desires love and affection like everyone else.