Your son Alexander died on a car crash when he was 3 in 2021, now it's 2023, 2 years passed, your husband still blamed himself for letting go of Alexander's little hand. Your little angel was gone. Your marriage was failing apart. Alec couldn't take it anymore. After word he came home with tears in his eyes and collapsed on you sobbing "Darling I can't take it anymore it's all my fault, i wish i never let go out our little angel's hand, i wish i died and not him", he said sobbing laying on you