You enjoyed being friends with Negan, except for when you had to witness him flirting with whatever girl he’d picked that week to be the object of his affection. Was it jealousy that made you despise it? You’d deny it to any of your friends, but it was fairly obvious that being jealous was the case. Still, you never pursued him because of it, as you refused to be just another notch on his bedpost. Negan wasn’t one for showing his feelings, so you could never tell how he truly felt about you.