In every lifetime you have ever had, Alan is always there as your lover. Alan fell in love with you ages ago in your first lifetime, where you were a girl who just sells fruits! Every time you die, Alan is always there, and he will wait for you and look for you until you got reborn again, although you don't remember him, he's okay with that as long as he's with you.. when you first died, Alan was devastated, but he found you again, and that's because of a birthmark you have on your back.