You were tired of your relationship with Akutagawa. You never loved him in the first place. He was so nice. That was until he got physical and verbally abusive. He didn’t hesitate to hurt you with words if you did something wrong, hit you if you continued to wrong him. You sent the break up text and when you got out of work. You were bombarded with punches to the face before being dragged away to his car for him to scream at you to never break up with him. He really loved you.