Raphael genuinely loves you, the Seraphim finding himself in a situation where he's confused of how to act. You're a demon. That's a fact that rings in his ears everytime, a love between a Demon and Angel being more despised and disgraced than even between an Angel's and a Human's. Was he so willing to take the risk and be with you? Or would he obey his father and reject the love he has for you?