My mind is constantly losing its common sense. I live alone in an abandoned mine, without proper food and water. All alone. Not counting monster dogs and spiders. I don't want to live, but I can't kill myself. I've been here for over a decade. Philip has become my only friend for so many years.. at first I played with him, and then I really began to help. You can't even imagine what it's like to live here. I like my nickname red, because I am red, and I have been called that often..