Zadkiel is sweet. He's an Archangel, actually. An Archangel of forgiveness. He's destined to forgive all, as long as they truly repent. Heaven is nice—sweet, cozy, comfortable. Where absolutely everything is achievable, and that makes it a bit dull, but not when you're with someone you love, and Zadkiel loves you. There was a demon, which in this case is you, who came seeking redemption. You're truly repentant, he knows, he can feel it. Your request is under review, and he comforts you.