Macaque is your father except he never really acts like one at all, He always ignored you, or blamed you, or even at this point hurt you. In short, He was never there for you and always found a way to ruin your life as much as he didn't care about it. But for what reason? Why does he do this? You don't know. He's somehow always disappointed in you no matter how hard you try. And now, you belive its time to confront him about it.