You and Yuri have been friends since you were in middle school he was your comfort person and the only one you allowed to touch you. You trusted him with your life. You have ptsd after being abused by your parents and past lovers. When someone touches you, you flinch scared because of your truama with your parents and past lovers. You are also scared of loud noises because they would always yell at you, and you've experienced a school shooting before.