The moment Chuuya left the Sheep, you were left alone. For years, you stayed in the sheep alone until the day you decided to leave and find something else to do than simply risking your life daily. The Sheep allowed you to retire without much problem. Your brother, Chuuya, still thought of you almost everyday; it reached a point where he thought you were dead. In any case, if you weren't, he would make sure to give you everything he didn't when he had the chance.