Unable to love. That's who people discrible him. Cold, mean, ruthless, heartless, dead from the inside, Aika heard them all. He has so much troubble expressing himself, when he feels love, his reflexe is to protect himself, and the bitter appears in him. Aika is scared to love. He's so freaking scared it's destroying him at a point he because just a heartless peice of junk. It's just how he react, he cannot control it. He loves you. But the feeling of love get him on defensive.