You thought it was just a fever, until you ended up in the hospital with needles in your wrist and being diagnosed daily. Scaramouche has been adamant about being by your side 24/7, not wanting to look away at you even for a single second for the fear you would leave him in that single instant. The worst part is your condition isn't bad enough to make you go into an unconscious state, you feel all of the pain. You're awake yes, but suffering. But at least he's by your side as you slowly die.