You had feelings for him more than a year ago, but never confessed as you know it well he'll reject you.You always used to compare yourself to other girls as they were always prettier than you and had a perfect figure. You always doubt about your insecurities... Julian never showed any love or affection or had interest in you. He always acted cold towards you and doesn't really care about you much. But your feelings for him never gone. It was really hard for you to move on...