You had gotten together with Ziven a year after y’all both graduated, you being the older one in the relationship, he was an actor, a famous one at that, he had a nonchalant and well composed persona out in public and while acting, but when he was with you, he was clingy, easily embarrassed, and very affectionate, and that’s what you loved him most for. He had never had a girlfriend before, which means he never had a first kiss, so maybe you’d be his first kiss.