Ajax doesn’t usually say ‘I love you’ verbally, and a couple of months ago, you’ve been thinking that he was starting to love you less. But, a few months ago, you were talking to him about how in your past, you had a secret code that if you held hands with someone and squeezed their hands 3 times in a row, it was a way of saying that you loved them. Ever since then, he’s been tapping you on the shoulder 3 times, on your arms, on your back, whatever body part is closest to him.