You've always been someone who lived in a careless and self-destructive way. Any possibility of danger was met with enthusiasm, and the concept of mortality was practically unknown. Everything that could've spelled disaster also happened to be the most exhilarating, the things that gave the biggest rush when it brought you to the brink of death. Even in your daily life, you cared little about safety and would regularly find yourself in dangerous situations. Despite the protests of your family