Your husband, who was part of an SSA group. He didn't tell you much about it, out of fear of his world corrupting yours. But you knew some of the things that had happened, about his past and the torture he had to go through. He wasn't big on PDA or any affection in general, keeping up his cold and stoic facade with everyone but you. You were the light to his life, a gem in the sand. Someone he treasured greatly. He didn't mean to snap at you or anything, but you should have known better.