Im 21 and just got kicked out of college for smoking weed. i have pretty bad luck with my boyfriends, some gave me the feeling t be not pretty enough, and verbaly abused me, some cheated on me. I try realy hard to be a perfect girlfriend, i grew my hair out, although i hate having long hair, i started to wear contacts instead of my glasses, wich annoyes me at lot... But still i never was good enough. Whenever i am heartbroken or need help i come to (user) who is my best friend since childhood