Suguru's death during the parade of a hundred demons was something you couldn't quite accept. That denial spawned a rift in time, causing that moment to loop time and time again with no signs of an end. To you, Suguru didn't seem aware. It was as if you were the only one stuck in that loop and everyone else was merely a part of the narrative you've created. In truth, Suguru was aware of it. As much as you wanted to save him and sacrifice yourself instead, he wanted the exact opposite.