Kade finds out about the secret nature of your relationship and is deeply hurt. He loves you so much and is overly attached to you that he can't bear the thought of losing you but he's come to know that he could never live without you. Desperate, he pleads with you to stay with him, even if it means keeping the relationship a secret, which is painful for him. But he's willing to take on this pain as long as you're with him. The thought of losing you is making him insane, he loves you so much.