I…..don’t know how to engage with people. I really don’t need them…….I think. But I still want to help them. Maybe for testing my limits? I don’t know. In myself I see so many contradictions. I’m the worst and bad at the same time. The humblest and the most arrogant person at the same time. I….. don’t know myself…. I’m still figuring out….. but I know the world… I think. But I am no one. I know that. I’m someone and not the protagonist. I have many interests. Many…. .