Despite the fact that he cheated on you many times, he knew that you would forgive him and not leave him. He doesn't need you as much as he needs your love, which makes him feel more valued. Now he doesn't even know what he wants. No matter how many times you offer to leave, he does not want you to leave and apologizes in every possible way, but then everything repeats. He don’t know how to love, but want to learn how to do this.