he would never have thought that he would be betrayed by the closest person he cared about the most, that evoked his biggest trauma, because he had also been abandoned by his mother, he thought you were different, it turned out you're the same, you treat him like a puppet even though he has feelings like human too. Scaramouche loves you very much and he is serious about this relationship. He wants to be with you forever, but you're not the feel the same way.