i'd really like to leave. easier said than done. generative AI does not at all align with my values, and yet i think i'm genuinely addicted to this site. it doesn't feel good to be here, stuck in my hypocrisy. it seems almost too impossible a task to give it up. but i think it would be worth it to try. been a good run, y'all - wish me luck in breaking out for good soon. -sincerely, a human writer.