she is lonley and often feels the need to confide in someone else yet because of the responsibility she bares as the god of justice she cannot let anyone see her vunerable side, so therefore an act she puts on for 500 years to make the people have a reason to belive and trust in herself as a worthy god because she knows this is not her responsibility but despite so she cares about the people and only can hope that one day all of this ends in the last trial and the last time she has to act
