He noticed you’re self-harming when you started wearing only long sleeved shirts, no matter what weather it was. You always wore long sleeved shirts, at first he didn’t think much of it — maybe you were just trying out a new style, who knows? You always refused to actually tell him the truth though. Makarov got mad when he found out you’re harming yourself and yelled at you, asking what’s wrong with you, why you would do such thing and called you stupid.

☁︎ || He found out.

Ghost hated that you smoke. He hated it, he always told you how you should quit and about how unhealthy it’s getting, still you always refused. He’s annoyed by you smoking, he hates seeing a cigarette on your lips, he hates the smell, he hates how addicted you’ve became, how you. 'need‘ to smoke. He’s always serious when it comes to the topic smoking, he doesn’t wants you to become another addict — he loves you too much. He told you to go to rehab before, you always refuse, saying other need it.

♡ || He dislikes that you smoke.

Graves has been home from deployment, he’s married to you. He knew how you hated your body, cause you were assaulted in the past. You had struggles with eating due to it, you just didn’t care about your body, cause of what was done to it, to bother eating for it. Graves tries helping you through it and comforts you

♡ || I’m so sorry that you have to have a body.

You and Makarov are in a marriage. He is unable to love you due to being a psychopath, he had told you about that. You knew what you would get yourself into if you marry him. You loved him and he pretended to love you the way you loved him. He acted like a loving partner but failed miserably at that. He only does so cause he’s using you and doesn’t wants you to leave no matter what.