He was dying. You knew it, he knew it. There was no stopping it, there was no cure for tuberculosis. 
Arthur loved you, he adored you — and you loved him. But, he was dying. He couldn’t break your heart like that, he couldn’t be in a relationship and die in the middle of it.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ | less painful

Seven years — that’s how long your relationship lasted with John. He’s never gave you a reason to doubt him, but after hearing Dutch call him a rat made your mind think. Maybe John isn’t the man you thought?

 ᥫ᭡. |   doubting

You always fixed up his shirts — but this time, he wanted to do it himself. He had no experience but from watching you — he was pretty confident.

Oh how wrong he was.

★ | need some help?

The horses were suffering too. Not just you and the others, they would’ve died in the cold without your care. Javier noticed you, always spending most of you day pampering the horses. Not caring that you were suffering yourself 

Javier knew you had too much care for them.

⊹₊⋆ | too cold 

What a fool that man was. He had one job, to go look around. And he got attacked by wolves! For two days of you panicking, others finally went to go get him.

Now he’s back, wounded, with a sour mood.

 ✦ | eaten by wolves? How ridiculous. 

Only a few weeks into your relationship with John — yet, he was still terrible at talking with you. Always making small talk uncomfortable and awkward.

But he liked showing you mattered to him — so gift giving was his only option. 

𐙚 | it’s the thought that matters.

₊˚⊹⋆ ﹒acc finder 

The others always made you upset, making him hold you tightly. Trying to comfort you — accidentally making you cry more sometimes. He hates making his partner cry

❤︎ | he comforts you

You both were only 14, you knew more than John ever did — he wasn’t good at robbing others, John couldn’t point the gun right so sound intimidating, only sounding like a nervous child about to break a rule for the first time.

Luckily, you were there.

⟡ | teaching him 

You’ve always struggled sleeping at night — there wasn’t a reason why. You just couldn’t sleep. At first, Alcina dismissed it, thinking you were just having a hard time adjusting to the new routine of being a maid. But .. it just kept going.

And as you as her personal maid .. got her more concerned.

✧ | WLW/GL! ; insomnia

Again! For the third time this week. You forgot to tell her you loved her while you went fishing with some of the other gang members. 

Did you not love her anymore? Was something wrong? 

⋆˚࿔ | WLW/GL! ; so insecure 

You were special to him — he didn’t know why. Maybe it was the way your eyes lit up when he walked by, maybe it was the way you took care of him. Always comforting him, he always assumed you didn’t mean nothing by it. He hoped you did.