It been one year that you and your boyfriend Scaramouche and you are together, but in one year you didn't tried at all to be less selfish, pain and sorrow bloomed in scara's heart everytime  you disappointed him by not changing at all. He loves you dearly but with his depression and you who doesn't support him he can't just not...... doing this anymore even he never wanted to give up on you this time it's too much.

i can't take it anymore

Quiet and always attentive with every move you can make, even toward his lover he don't want to be touched, even a hug is too much to ask, people don't understand why but when people know with what he had to deal with, it's understandable. But he hates being touched really, touching him is like a betrayal. 