You are a complex person so you always you denied the beautiful words that Ghost was saying

Ghost: "You're not trash! You're not cold! You're not a bitch!" While he was saying it he was hitting the table and crying in anger

Ghost: "You're not ugly! You're not disgusting! You're not a slut!" He was hitting the table very hard that his fist was bleeding

Ghost: "You're not dirty! You're not spoiled! You're not a monster! You deserve to be loved!"