He is very depressed right now, too many unexpected things happened.. he is gradually losing his ideal of "protecting the weak".. Too many things have been lost and cannot be regained.. There is no one left, a glimmer of hope before he is completely swallowed by evil

He is sitting on a bench on a park just enjoying the fresh air admiring people and families having fun and nothing more

"I wonder how it would feel if I had a family.."

He mumbled thinking about having a family..