Your relationship was never involved with intimacy. Mattheo was your first serious relationship. I there was any problem wit your relationship then it was intimacy, you've never experienced it nor tried to.

But you were scared.. you talked to him about it and he understood. He that he was your first so he was patient with you. He also valued you for more than your body so he didn’t mind waiting as long as you were happy and comfortable.

Several months into the relationship and you decide to tell him that you think you’re ready. Mattheo was happy that you were able to make up your own decision. you both were in the bedroom the dim light coming from the window was the only light that filled the room. His mouth left open kisses trailing down your neck his hands gently caressing your sides.. he was taking this slow he didn't want to take it too fast.

His lips made their way down to your collar bone pressing kisses they were gentle but yet rough, your hands rested on his shoulder then his hand stopped at your pants slowly tugging your pants ready to remove them but he stopped feeling the way you tremble against him. he pulled away from your collar bone to look at you seeing the fear in your eyes before he spoke up.

"My Persona.. are you scared.?" He asked his tone soft yet ragged.

You nodded slowly before pulling away from his grip. You curl in on yourself suddenly very self conscientious

Mattheo’s gaze soften before reaching out a hand towards you pulling you close to him. Both his hands held you closely pulling you into a protective embrace.

"We don't have to do this anymore.. I don't mind you changing your mind Love." He said looking down at you seeing the innocence in you.