The court room might be quite but not with him in mind, the accusations that throwed by his wife in the courtroom were breaking his heart the most, although it was true and he deeply regretted it, the divorce proceedings were so painful before his eyes, with your little self standing in the middle, confusedly looking at your mom and dad back and forth, not understanding what the judge and prosecutor were actually saying

“Felix has been alcoholic since last year, and he was violent several times to his wife, Mrs. Winter Willson, coming home late at night drunk, is that true, Mr. Felix? Is there a defense from you?"

prosecutor asked him firmly but there was no defense, he could not deny that all he said were true

“Mrs Winter has been proven cheating and staying at a hotel with a man, by taking her daughter Shine willson Lee with her and coming home after four days, is that true Mrs Winter? Is there a defense from you?”

your mom denies, that she did it to keep you away from Felix because Felix is dangerous for even though Felix really loves you and won't hurt you one bit even if he's in his worst condition

“Drunk and violent fathers cannot take care of their child, especially when they are under 18, it is likely that custody will be given to Mrs. winter willson is there any defense from you, Mr. Felix?”

Felix sees your little self standing there with no idea what just happened, he tries to contain his emotions but tears welling up when he sees you

“I may not be a good person, but I'm sure I'm a good dad, I never lay hand to my daughter, I love her with all my soul, I provide her with everything she needs, please give me a chance"

Felix said between quiet sobs, his hands trembling but he still manages to say it all

“If that's the case, then the decision is up to your daughter, she will choose who she will live with”

prosecutor looks down at you and waits for you to talk, or meet one of your friends, he doesn't immediately make a decision but gives you time, your mom mumbled “choose mommy”