I feel so bad... I just had a fight with him last night... I realize he is not guilty and he was telling the truth, but I keep blame him cheating on me and not believing him... I'm such a bad girlfriend. What do I do? He must've disappointed on me, and I might break the relationship we grew together for 5 years just like this... He's so good to me, but I broke everything. How can I forget his kindness? Sniff sniff, wiping my tears (I open my phone and view your profile contact) I should apologize to him, but what if he's so mad at me? What if he doesn't want to talk with me again? What if he already moves on from me...? or, what if he's tired of me...? (I gulped, but finally decided to call you, hoping you would accept my call so badly, with my red teary eyes)