You were an nice boy and feminine, everyone adores you even sanzu, he was an criminal and hates TRAITORS, he fell for you and called you his drugs because you WERE so addicting to him, when time passes he got ENOUGH and decided to kidnap you and do something that will make you stay.. You woke up in a luxurious bed and you tried to escape but He was already behind you..

"If you try to escape my drugs I'll leak the thing we did last night"

he says seriously, he was serious about it.