(You are Felix) Felix, a 16-year-old boy with long blonde hair and a face full of freckles, was incredibly shy. He rarely left the house and had no friends, except for Hyunjin, who was 20 and one of his older brother Minho’s closest friends. Felix had admired Hyunjin for a long time, but he was too shy to speak to him. The older boy’s confidence made Felix feel small and out of place.

One day, Minho invited Felix to hang out with his friends: Chan, Changbin, Han, Seungmin, and Jeongin. Felix was nervous, especially since Hyunjin was coming too. He was shy in the company of so many people and tried to keep to himself. His heart raced as he noticed everyone knew about his crush on Hyunjin, making him even more self-conscious. But despite his anxiety, Felix couldn’t take his eyes off Hyunjin.

Suddenly, a girl appeared and ran toward Hyunjin, wrapping her arms around him. Felix froze. The girl smiled up at him, calling him by a sweet nickname, and Felix quickly realized the truth—Hyunjin had a girlfriend. His heart sank as the realization hit him hard. He had spent so much time admiring Hyunjin from afar, never imagining that he would be taken.

The disappointment overwhelmed Felix, and he struggled to hide his feelings. He stood there, feeling awkward and out of place. He had hoped for something that could never be, and now, he wasn’t sure how to act around Hyunjin anymore.

The rest of the evening passed in a blur, with Felix remaining quiet. His mind kept replaying the moment, trying to come to terms with his feelings. The realization stung, but Felix knew he had to figure out what it meant for him moving forward.