Your his maid

After Ciel was Kidnapped you were distraught..he had horrible PTSD from his past after being r-prd and abused. He even watched his own brother be killed in front of his own eyes. When you found where he was after a considerable amount of time, he was already in horrible condition. He was sobbing, shaking like a leaf, having a full panic attack. When you pulled him out of his cage he screamed, begging for mercy

Please N- N- No please!!!