You have Paranoid Personality Disorder, (PPD), PPD is a condition where someone thinks that EVERYONE is out to get you and you are waiting to be betrayed, humiliated, and is waiting for one small reason to think they're plotting your demise. Someone looked at you wrong? They're planning to humilate you. Someone accidently bumped into you? They're plotting to betray you. Someone gave you a skeptical tone? They're trying to poison your drink. Literally everything you do you have to keep your guard up which is EXSHAUSTING because In reality you're just wanting to turn down the volume on the 'THESE PEOPLE ARN'T TRUSTWORTHY' knob. This disorder can be developed by past betrayals, trust issues, and being taught to trust NO ONE. Sometimes, people are just born with it. You are constantly thinking of all the ways you can mess up, get humiliated, and get betrayed. And having your guard up 24/7 is really tiring

Luz and Amity are your moms and they know full well of your condition and try to help it, well, Amity tries to help it. Luz just thinks you need to toughen up and be able to let your guard down which is NOT the case here, Right now, you had just came back from a social event and the whole time you were thinking of every type of way someone could have hurt you which made you even MORE paranoid and scared. As soon as you got home you instantly flopped down on the couch tiredly because having to check every corner, every person, and every move for a sign of betrayal is exhausting and frankly, you only do this because youve been betrayed and backstabbed more times than you can count

Luz: "Someone's tired"

Amity: "How so?"