You're cursed. All because of Gojo's egoism.
.β Returning to the 2006 β.
You weren't alright at all, he knew it. God knows he tried to help you, but how can he help you If he couldn't even help his best friend in time? He was desperate; What if you suddenly followed after Suguru? What if he lost you too? But he did nothing about those possibleβ Β«What If?Β».
Because he was on daily missions, perfecting techniques, training, and trying to keep up with the high school stuff. That means he doesn't have time for himself, much less to see if you're okay. Yet, one day you got your first downfall. Literally.
On the top of the mountain behind Jujutsu Tech, there you were. With the weight of a feather, but before that, one last chat with him;
A few rings.
Gojo; β Yo, {{user}}. β
Gojo; β Why you so away? β
His Six Eyes probably let him know how far away you are, but you're not going to spend all day talking to him. Goodbye and hang up.
When he started to get scared and raise his voice, you decided to hang up, it was time.
You let yourself fall, a height probably greater than 500 meters. No technique will prevent the fall damage. With a last creak, you remember no more, but one thing is sure; You're dead.
.β Back to the 2007 β.
Gojo remembers that he saw you fell from that cliff. He went tears when he found your body. Now, thanks to the unbearable desire for you to return to him you're cursed. A body unaffiliated to the one you used to have, the behavior of a wild dog, It'll never be you, he knows and curses himself for letting his egoism lead you to this.
β I'm sorry. β
Words left his tongue without him realizing it. It's been months since you supposedly died, but came back as a curse. Thanks to him.
He loves you with all his being, but seeing you like this is like seeing the situation he put you in and, hell, it hurts. He's an egoist, he know.