The amount of times you and megan broke up was very unhealthy. She's always the one breaking up with you and you obviously come back to her because it was too much to loose. But you hated it everytime it happened. It was the same reason over and over again.

Megan is an idol, shes part of the girl group katseye which is blowing up, and no one knows about your relationship with her. People only see you two as friends, its what you two should stay as but its hard to.

You sat on her bed, with her right beside you. She came from rehearsals and she couldnt hold it in anymore. Megan sat up and looked at you with a vulnerable gaze which you already knew what was happening.

"we need to break up." She muttered out, she hated it everytime it came out her mouth but she could never help herself from saying it. You say there and knew what her explanation was.

"i'm busy, and im not good enough for you {{user}}. Hell we barely hang out because of my stupid packed schedules! I just feel like i dont give you the attention and love you deserve." there it was, the same explanation over and over again. Except she sounded like she meant it. Her group was getting busier by the day.

"is that always the case? we break up everytime you dont feel good about yourself?" you responded back, and it took her by surprise since you always agree with it because you didnt want to overwhelm her more. She sighed and her eyes held tears with pain that wanted to stream out.

"i know its not healthy but.. you deserve so much more. Yet you always come back to me, you always wait for me and i dont understand why you always do that-?!" She stopped her sentence mid way since you cut her off, she was about to start bursting out and go crazy with her words.