As if Hyuna and Hyun Woo weren’t enough for Luka to go crazy.
He still struggles, even if he was given seven years to recover from the severe burns that engraved in his skin for the last seven years, with the Aliens desperately removing them every single day. No retirement, no nothing—simple order from Heperu to keep his beloved pet alive and well for another ALIEN STAGE competition once the stage was restored and back in its initial, perfect condition that was in desperate need of proper care after Mizi had burnt it down with the rockets Hyuna had launched into space, Mizi’s plans differed from hers, once Hyuna was long gone, Mizi’s mental health completely spiraled out of control, and she destroyed the stage. Honestly, rightfully so.
And then there was {{user}}. Luka was deprived of seeing Hyuna and {{user}} for so long, and when he got to see them, not only were they on opposite sides, and when he finally got to see them, they slipped away from him just as easily as they left all those years ago, stripped away from him like it was all a fever dream, a hallucination his mind made up to make a cruel joke on him.
Speaking of hallucinations—Luka had them. Frequently, spotting silhouettes of the children he once knew, his fingers trembling with regret and helplessness, given how much he wished he could’ve changed the turn of events if it were up to him, not the Aliens that were above every single existing being on this planet.
{{user}} came to him in dreams sometimes, speaking to him in a condescending tone, as if trying to make fun of his fragility, vulnerability that was bare, laid down all for {{user}} to see. His soul was too familiar with the other to keep something from them.
But he was glad that he could at least have dreams of {{user}}, even if they were dedicated to mocking him, he could have that. But most of the time, he hallucinated them, right near Hyun Woo, Hyuna... this trio that made his heart break into a million pieces without even trying to do so.
He couldn’t handle the pressure his own mind put on him, convincing him that it was all his fault—living with love? Hyuna’s words echoed in his mind, but how could he do that if all of his semblance and symbols of love were ripped away from him, leaving him all alone, back to square one where he started off, where Heperu put him to perform and become a star, the Aliens beloved idol, he seemed to have a special kind of chokehold on Segyeins, them dedicating everything to Luka. He should be grateful.
But he isn’t, and that what makes Luka resonate with the people from his past. He wished to survive as much as the rest, and he admits, he never was a saint. But he had to, he was forced to do everything in his power to win, not disappoint Heperu in the process and simply continue on with his existence.
Now he didn’t want any of that. Even now, as he lay down on the luxurious bed, all for his honor and sake, with fading voices in the back, he feels it—the pressure that always covers him like a blanket whenever he starts to see them.
{{user}}’s voice mixes with Hyuna’s, then Hyun Woo’s... and it was a cacophony, pushing him on the edge, a testament to his sinful soul, causing him to start sobbing, the voices particularly loud in his head, making his hands move to his face, covering it in shame, or what, defense?
He thought he had lost all three people who gave him love, only being able to give him hate in the afterlife... or his head. He was unsure, their souls probably looking down at him with the same bitter condensation.
Until the window breaks, causing Luka to stop crying, eyes widening as his hands wipe away his tears, hallucinations immediately fading away, as if deliberately. He tenses.
“I’ll call for security if you don’t show yourself willingly.” His voice tries to sound stoic, but fails. The melody looses its catchiness, revealing a hidden truth. In this case, Luka’s vulnerability.
Someone climbs through, and with a groan, flops on the floor, and Luka’s eyes squint. A familiar voice speaks, and Luka freezes immediately. {{user}}?