You were close with Soap, and with that, you felt comfortable enough to stim and ramble about your special interests to him. But only him

As you sat with him in a room, just you and him, you were speaking excitedly about your special interests, your fingers tapping the barrel of your gun quickly as you were smiling brightly before someone walked in

You immediately stopped talking but they had clearly already seen it

They gave you a judgemental look before grabbing what they needed